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Tuesday, October 25, 2005
1wk pass le..sian man..lata got e boring internet class.. i'll nv wan 2 b a sch teacher man..its so tough..ppl always tink b teacher veri ez..mark papers teach..haha..but den still need plan wat to teacher how 2 make e lesson interesting n can e students get e info..haha..so i'll nv b a sch teacher..!!
i tink i haven been my right mood since dis mornin..i'll juz lettin e day pass..hmm..im tinkin of tings..but i cant figure out wat e hell im tinkin..haix..my brain is full up..of wat i oso dun noe..haix..
but i've realise 1 ting..we r veri indecisive..haix..i dun noe wat will happen 2 us anymore..i used 2 b so sure..i tink u oso feel same way ba..i dun noe if u'll read my blog..but i dun dare write it in our blog..dun wan quarrel again? hmm..i dun noe if we can b 2gether le..i feel so unsure..tt scares mi.. i hate it when i feel dis way..like i haf 2 get over losing some1 close 2 mi again..u can say we wun..but actions speaks louder den words ba..haix..i dun noe wat 2 do anymore..or say but i noe n m sure of 1 ting.. i love you.. n always will.. no matter wat happens or wat our decisions may b.. i wish u happiness.. n hope u wun ever gif up in anyting u do..
but of cos i reali hope we will last n b happy.. but i need ur cooperation 2..not onli i need 2 talk wif them..not onli i need 2 communicate wif them..it takes both of us.. sigh.. i'll let tings go naturally ba.. i said this so many million times but i still cant seem 2 do it..cos somehow i still believe that we create our life n future..
another ting is my fam ba..haix..pretty worried 4 my mum..hope her job turns out fine..n that she is being treated fairly..yupx..all e best mum..!! hope my sis get well soon..!! hope my dad will haf gd health n tt he quit smokin soon..!! n mi? haha..i juz sux..
thinking of you @ 11:18 AM
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
super-duper bored now..dun understand wat e teacher talkin abt..aiyo..i miss my 1st sem e com teacher..sia la..so boring..!! dis cher so dry..haix..every1 gg 2 slp le..Zzzzz
i dislike sch 2 start..sianx..Zzzzz
dis course got HTML wahaha..but dun sound interesting..but sound dam hard..!! sia la..all e textbooks which need 2 buy is super-duper expensive..!! haix..broke le..but dun wan 2 ask $$ fr them..o well..aft buyin everyting..i tink i need 2 save $$ n dun eat le..haha
quite sad baby spoil dis bday surprise..sobs..he noe wat is his pressie le..but its ok..he say he still wan it n wld love it..hehe..tt'll motivate mi 2 make ba..haha..since e motivation 2 surprise him is destroy..but nvm la..2 make baby happy will make my motivation..haha
act come back sch got 1 ting gd la..haha..dun need face 4 walls @ hm..can talk wif my frdx..but den e work load will kill mi..wif exams..haix..
i miss my baby..haix..i hope tt we can face all e obstacles tt come our way..even if we cant meet every wk..he'll understand..n tt he wun angry n upset..n noe tt..r/s is not build on meetin..hmm..but i muz say..he got improve..i hope he'll understand mi even more..i'll try hard 2 understand him.. I LOVE YOU 1314...!!!!
thinking of you @ 12:59 PM
wishing for--*
* new tops/ bottoms/ jumper
* nail polish
* new highlights for hair
* new heels
* new diary (notebook)
* have a beta 2007
* be more decisive
movie list--*
happy feet
open season
Night at the Museum
charlotte's web
eragon
= the holiday =
curse of e golden flower
= zodiac =
= TMNT =
= Ghost Rider =
= Spider Man 3 =